Looking at his ownself .. reflecting

This post is meant to reflect on myself . Lately, I keep reflecting on my appearance.
It seems like I look fking ugly and sohai with all my way of representing myself.

Personally , I will like changing into a smarter and nice looking guy. A better way of presenting myself even right before I speak and stuff.

Still, I need to find a way to learn to do that. Currently, Just feel tired busy with all the work, mayb I allocated too much time for myself to relax compare to old times during form5-6 .

Should I change my strategy ? This is what I have been thinking.
I look at ppl they all look so smart yet I am like ...

Should I change ? I must learn to be Haw .. cant stand in one place for long .. Just now I need to take the action ? Am I too lazy to do so ? Afraid of the changes ? Scared spend money ? Stingy ?

No one knows , I can answer myself , Mayb I know the answer but cannot accept..

So contradicting...

Looking at the clock , I shall go for make-up lecture le. NUS@SOC - a place we never get to rest.
Unlike others , for socians sohai still need to work like sohai for just 5% work and one of my team member is like .. dun wan mention la .. too tired to scold and blame anyone.

The end. ...